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NARRATOR:
As Jackson wraps up his training in Italy with Seilan, he begins to feel an overwhelming sense of regret and sentimentality. He decides to write a letter to send to his lover, that which he will send out on his way out of Italy.

JACKSON AKA THE TRAVELLER:
To my hopeful lover:

It's me, Jackson. I'm sorry I left so suddenly. I didn't even leave a note, I didn't call or text... And I regret not telling you that I am now travelling the world to better myself. If I had told you sooner...

Perhaps we could have gone together, grown together... But let's be honest; I'm the one who needs growing.  If you saw how brutalized I was... How I was broken and torn apart... Maybe that would spare some sympathy on my sudden departure.

I can't even love you right the way I am now. There's so much I want to say, but some things... Maybe I should leave it until we can meet again... If you want to meet again.

How are you? How have you been getting along? I wish I told you that I was leaving... Even if I did, WOULD you have left with me? Travelled with me? Trained with me? Not that you need any training... You're already so well off. Every day I'm away, all I can think about is missing you.

But, anyway... I hope you're well. I just wanted to tell you where I am, but also to please not track me down... To be honest, I'm not ready to face you too. I feel like I've hurt you by leaving, and maybe it's best this way for now.

But yes, right now, I am just about ready to wrap up my training in Italy with Seilan. He's taught me much within the two weeks I was here, and now that the training is wrapping up, I leave for my next stop tomorrow. Germany. I just want to let you know that I'm okay, I'm safe... And I'll get better. And I'll face you one day... And I hope, then, you'll forgive me.

Your lover,
Jackson Rose

Published: 2022-09-20, viewed 36 times.